its not that i dont wish to help or that i find it too bothersome to help... but its juz something i learnt to not poke my nose too deep into some stuff or i'll be the one blamed at the end when everything goes wrong, and not the person who started it firz... it has always been like this..... when will this ever stop? when i stop bothering about other ppl's stuff? but its not as if i stop bothering and ppl will stop coming to tell mi their probs....

not that i dont wanna hear abt their probs... i wanna hear la.... but advising is abit out of the qtn... i can onli lend a helping ear... or two if ya wan =) its juz that some qtns are not that easy to solve... esp qtns which you are not that sure of it urself... decisions are best left up to u... asking for specific advice will juz confuse u up more... u have to decide on ur own... dont let ppl take control of ur life... =)

mmmmmmm problemic problems... problematic mathematics! xD

ahhh i juz luv typing so if sometimes i type crap, plz forgive me~~~ but there is underlying msges in some craps u noe =) tts for u to find out~!

--------------------12:31am--------------------

=( woke up even earlier den the birds today... 5.30!!!! omg................ slpt less den 5 hrs... den got very heavy head oso...... migraines ah..... so long dun have liao... now come back again =(.... den breakfast can onli force a small slice of cake in... haix........ den have to go to sch for S&W... haiiiiix.....

den the netball practice have to run 2 rounds... too long nv run liao.... run half a round den got slight stomach cramps le...... very pain!! run finish very dizzy... everytink swiming ard mi.. but Valerie more worse =( she nearly blacked out.. seemed like an old prob of hers.... den we had to throw balls at each other... den oso have to practice footwork... throw ball in the air and fake jump =.=''' but the game was quite fun arh... ppl catch ball one, but i stop ball.... as long as ball den hit mi i very happy liao.... xD

den very very hungry.... so went to C2 to drink mushroom soup wif jocelyn... got 15 mins still to CATS class.... but i very pek chek liao... late late la! who cares!!!!! who the hell ask u to put mi in blk 53!!!! grrrrrrrrr CATS is funny, tiring ... and brain straining........ haixxxx no one eat lunch wif mi =( eunie got presentation today so cannot go out eat =( sobxx so have to go home eat maggi mee... nvm can save money.... so slpy.... took a nap but got woken up by my bro calling mi on my hp.................................... haiyoooooo i very slpy leh!! but nvm... bleach got new book le. yay~~ bleachy bleachy~~

still got bstats hmk =( and i duno bstats lecture talking wat crap...... crap............. firz qtn look qquite feasible... better go do now =( tml have to wake at 6.30 =( I HATE DAYS TO WAKE UP WIF THE SUN!!! although dawns very nice =( thats the onli good thing bah... =(

------------------9.55pm------------------

woke up real early to go sch early for a change... when i went downstairs to catch the bus, the bus was juz coming!! i hurried to cross the road and nearly got knocked over by a car.... luckily that car juz come out of carpark so not accelerating too much...... or i in hospital liao..... hehex caught up wif the bus oso

decided to take all bus route to sch today instead of mrt... den the stupid buses....... the stupid 302 driver... stop at a bus stop, no one wana board, no one wana alight, den he juz stop there... no cars passing by oso............... grrrr... den hai mi miss the 190 at the interchange... =( waited so long for another bus to come... =( saw jerry when crossing overhead bridge.. he too far in front of mi, cannot say hi... i shld have been at least 15 mins early to reach sch!!! stupid buses hai mi reach the class exactly at 9 =(

passed by cck int when going home and found out that the pasa malam close liao =( no more cheese sausage =( aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! saw alot of ppl today oso =) at least one good thing happen to all these stupid stuff today...

-----------------10.16pm--------------------

hehex. eunice wanted mi to make the Goong2 pics into wallpaper. coz got se7en inside xD so cute lehx Se7en~ hope that Goong 2 faster come out!!! although the cast onli got se7en nicest to look at!!!! :X

(wana see deathnote plot, scroll down!)

happy bday Andy!!

was supposed to celebrate his bday according to rebecca, but it appeared that she onli made the suggestion... mebe i shld reali take jerry's, dennis's and leslie's teachings into consideration... dun believe wat she say =.= wat ever they said... best not to be said..... had a few conflicts yester nite... den they wanted to delay to weekend... den mi rebecca and romeo supposed to meet at lunch break to discuss...

finished lecture at 11am... tot was 10... rmb time wrongly :X was playing audition recently coz nth to do, den played wif yu hui, eugene, and eugene's fren chris, who was using a girl acc and told me his name was ting wei == opp of mine.... den i go canteen 2 eat abit wif yu hui den ting wei oso there, so after i bot my mushroom soup + garlic bread, i went to great him i practically called him ting wei in his face, but he din turn ard! den i very pissed off. grrrrrr make fun of my name and dun acknowledge me. grrrrgrrr grrrr dun care him ah! onli ate a piece of bread for breakfast...

haixx den later met up wif rebecks... den dennis came to transfer her stuff... den like talk abit lorx.... den jerry oso in library. hehex so qiao den rebecks was away larx duno go where... den jerry and dennis said i very stupid... actualli believed rebecca...... but arent frenz supposed to have truz in each other...? haix... reali fun wif them ahx... dennis was saying everyone going to pang seh him later... coz they going class and i going vivo... den rebecca was like huh? iznt pang seh like... pang sai? pang seh pang seh, pang sai pang sai... and like lao sai oso....

omg where she get that frm... haix... den jerry went for class at 1... romeo went to eat wiv his frenz....... mmm looks like my lunch's gone.. hahax nvm not hungry yet. soup very filling... den romeo came... so strange eh...... i told him to walk right why he came from left side..... dun tell mi he's the cannot differentiate left or right ppl....... den... discuss until....... cancel the celebration... (why liddat?!) since most ppl cannot make it... den liddat celebrate oso no point... so we decide buy prezzie 4 him... haixxxx hope andy wont mind.... hope wat he said isnt true.... =(
den the rebecca mouth reali as dennis said it, scandal mouth.... argh...............................

den went to vivo to watch movie... deathnote wif eunice and her frenzzz. vivo reali very big ah.... gime the wow feeling on the outside.. but the inside........... gime the 'am i in a malaysia shopping centre???' feeling.... den have to go to Espirit to meet them... watching 4.10 show instead of 3.20... haixx.. den have to walk ard to waste time..... ah stomach start to make noise le :X finally we go buy popcorn =D gd gd can go in le.. bot 2 cheese hotdogs =D den share popcorn oso.. can become pig le =( stupid GV... theatre so small! no wonder we got 2nd row seats la! den so many advertisements oso!!!!!!! haiyox!

deathnote reali nice =D Light not reali that shuai leh........... L more cuter and shuai-er den him xD. when made his appearance, it was like, ahhhhhhhh! so cute!!! xD he eats alot of junk food, put a whole block of sugar in his tea, stir wif his lollipop, eats stuff wif small mini cutleries, and generally on the whole, he doesnt slp. so as to explain his deeeeeep panda eyes.. but being a human sure will slp one mahx... den when he slpt he suck thumb xD so cuute!! den he will bite nails oso xD Ryuk, the deathgod, is oso a reali cute char. he luv apples, den when Light cannot give him, he throw tantrum like child xD I WANT APPLE!!! GIME GIME!! den jump to the ceiling and bang on it xD so cute sia.

basically, Light got the deathnote, den he started killing off criminals... L is out to catch him. both of them IQ very high. budden Light become very bad =( killed his gf juz to clear his name... =( haix.... deathnote reali very nice... movie so much nicer coz got cute cute L... budden he is fated to die in part 2 =( still got M & N oso xD ahhhh i go continue the manga frm where i stopped!!! and anime oso!!! but anime so slow =( ... (cant say too much abt deathnote movie... cannot spoiler :X juz go watch it and find out abt it urself!!!)

=D going to find the deathnote song laterxxx.. came home to find out that mom ate my dinner tinking that i wont be coming back... haiyo! dinner leh! why u nv buy ur own share?! how can save this money!!! haixxxxx den she cooked maggie mee for me..... so in conclusion, my stomach is full of junk today... breakfast, a piece of bread wif peanut butter spread, "lunch", 2 piece of garlic bread + mushroom soup, "tea", 2 cheese hotdogs and popcorn, dinner, maggie mee~~~ going to malnutrition soon if i continue this.... haix........

so many stuff to tink abt... mebe i shld reali not trust ppl who i call frenz so easily... sec frenz can bahx.. not as if i duno wat they up to oreadi... they move their tail abit i oso noe wat they tinking xD onli poly frenz............. if not i will put my own stupid self into hot waters.........

happy bday andy :) sry if we disappointed u...........

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o....... S&W at 8am... woke up at 5.30 =.='' wanted to go sch early meet jocelyn... or juz walk in the mornin sun.... haix.... den i ate for 45 mins....................... and arrived at sch juz mins b4 8..... haix............. wake up so early waste my own dream time... tot i saw juliet.. back view very like him.. den take same bag oso... but call him like nv turn backk... nvm heck care i late oreadi :X den veri qiao, i met valerie, and i finding jocelyn and den! jocelyn was wif valerie's frenz! wow this world never fails to surprise me.... so coincidence =.='' den yanting oso come =O duno kor taking S&W oso anot... so long nv see him le....

listened to the penguin man talk for a long time.. den he intro staff... got one staff name come out den everyone look behind... den he say that staff today not available... den another name... everyone look behind again...... den he idioticly... say... and that will be me =.= slap him sia! den i wanted to take tennis.... =( budden the ppl sitting at the tennis place nv move... so full..... piff.... den ended up in netball.... haix.... hope it will be fun =)

den ended at ard 9.15... went to canteen 2 to rest awhile.... alot of my class ppl took volleyball ah... den tee very poor thing... he not slping den the lecturer tot he slping den scolded and chided him... =( haix.... den went for CATS class... sia la... mi and joce's class at blk 53... others all at 56... den we have to walk so far.... den if S&W leh?! tired to death liao la!!!! saw Romeo on the way! wah romeo and juliet both saw xD... haix... den we went to lvl 4... den we folo the guy in front... den oso got others oso folo him....... den very idiotic...... all 5 of us..... walk one big round..... den no doors..... den xD at last we went in............. so stupid sia..... CATS was fun =)

samantha very funny den got joann oso =) class ppl seems frenly =) den went off to cine leisure to sushi... wakao...... i swear i dun wan go buffet again... =( den we went to the anime pushcart shop =) eunice's zhu xian talk very well wif the sales person sia... like old frenz liddat xD den i bot tsubasa chronicle necklace! luv it!! tml wear if have the chance =D ahhh =) nowadays nth much to do... haix.....

the more i see u...
the more i try to convince myself ...
that you are one not for me...
the deeper i fall in to this bottomless pit...
=) someone has already has her eyes on you...
or is it the other way round? xD
and its not nice to juz cut into...
if i truely treat her as my fren...
coz she appears to need u more den i do... =)

-------------------10:06pm----------------------

sch started at last!! met yu hui, jiamin and eugene for lunch~ at last can get my hands on the yu pian mi fen~~. saw alex at the bus stop. wah... 12++ oreadi going home?! den jiamin say very hungry so we two went to eat firz xD

den later saw alot of ppl... phua jia wei... he sitting wif his frenz den we kept having glaring contests xD, den shirley =) , den saw andy ah but he kp nv see me, den when i went wif JM to toilet, he was leaving den saw me at last xD den i was making faces at him and then knocked into the railing at the drinks stall =( lolx

den the CIP and OCOM lecture so boring sia!!!!! so sian =( den saw matt. din noe that toursim students take same lecture as ACC... onli tot got BIT... hmmmm den saw valerie =D and alot alot alot ahhh so fun~~~

bot taiwan cheese sausage frm the pasa malam at lot 1! yummy!!!! tml i go eat again =D but later sorethroat again =( havent healed yet oso =( tml eating sushi wif eunie... argh... later grow fatter and fatter =( nooooooooooo!!! SnW muz choose nice sports!!!! argh!

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woah... still got abit sorethroat and got flu and cough...... den dennis tell me to go kbox.... say wat... bcoz of who we chg to sunday ah?? den now whoz saying not going ah? =( wat the hell...... den i go lor... since i can sing abit oso xD

den late 1 hr coz i prepare late mah... den andy tell me where they are... den i duno wat he say........ duno K wat.... den i tot they at kbox le........ so i go the lvl 4 one see but closed ==..... den call him again he say the K duno wat at lvl 1...... den he tell the other ppl weiting's K (duno wat) at lvl 5 oh!

so i went to lvl 1..... and then found out its KFC...... WAT THE HELL KFC U SAY PROPERLY LA! U TINK VERY FUN IZIT GO UP TO LVL 4, 5 DEN GO DOWN AGAIN! aaaaaah...... my hearing got prob meh =(

haix... den when Kbox... i sing they say cannot hear =( coz sore throat... want sing loud oso cannot..... den the stupid mic i hold oso softer den the other... chg mike liao den they can hear.... den they tried to make rebecca sing chi songs xD cute sia. andy oso... fan ti words he cannot read too much, den kp singing wrong.... matt ah every song oso can sing... li hai.... den later we went to celeb romeo's bday~~~ coz alot ppl have sch on monday so cannot =( haix.... den we can onli find a slice of cake... one whole cake cannot find....

den we went to far east to meet up wif them. romeo's frenz celebrating oso =) sec and canoe polo ones.. den when yvonn light up the candle, andy kp blowing it off....... den sing finish bday song le~~~~ argh then when i went to sit nxt to romeo to tell him sth they said wat firz one firz one, den stupid andy kp pushing me towards romeo and den romeo put cream on my nose =.='' argh arh arghh..... i swipped some on his cheek oso. ahhh muz take revenge! aahah den they forced rebecks to take foto wif romeo ~~~ ah lalala~~~ sweet~

den too hungry le... wat kfc, burger king, mac.... den leslie and andy cannot take it.... went to macs... den the challengers ppl all folo........ i bought fillet =( eat until wana puke..... why....... now so hungry.... =( suan le........ haix.... den romeo and his frenz all came over to macs to eat =O wah. budden i have to go le xD rebecca oso xD rebecca stepped on my toe again =( so pain.... juz now kbox stupid andy kp stepping oso.. arghhhh.... dun care dun care! so late le go home sure kana scolding! haix... wana stay ahhh luv Rebels... they all so fun one xD

haix...... so hungry now... stomach growling... go slp lex.... morning den eat =(

happy bday again Romeo~~!

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=( woke up this morning to find out that my voice had juz ran away from me =( haix at least fever's gone....

so sad larhx.... =( cannot go Sentosa.... hope they having fun there....

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argh.... got sick after watching the movie wif yu hui.... haix... sorethroat, fever, flu, fever, cough, fever.... want me to die izit.... den cannot go to the SC outing coz sick........ argh............ kbox oso cannot go..................... mebe can go eat dinner wif them if i get better... but definitely not in the shape to sing songs.........

i hate being sick!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!

haix... SC outing on sat at sentosa is a muz go... den Andy told mi that sat rebels outing to Kbox...... wah....... den he say he count me less on fren if i dun go =( how can like this....... i tot ur outing meant last sat mah... den no news i tot cancelled =( haix... den sentosa i cannot simply not go.... yu hui oreadi took leave for the outing, and she anniversary oso delay.... =( and then i oso say ok the time wif xiang ying... and lawsonn will scold me if i dun go =( and yet i dun wanna not go to a rebels outing ='(

hehex den andy say push to sunday larx. den he told me to call everyone and ask them =.= he want my life izit! i got sore throat leh!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaargh so painful to talk ='( call finish everyone lex... onli alex confirm go... haix... ronald oso confirm go... haix.... i hate being sick..... whole day sick liao wanted to slp early den have to call everyone =( sian ah...... den when this rebel outing and SC outing clash is solved, syaz msned me to tell me that titans outing sat, at west coast.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH everyone tink my life too boring oreadi izit?! want to spice it up by giving me problems!!!!!

as much as i want to go to the titans outing... but i noe that T3 ppl... most likely onli the GLs will go...... and even if i go.... who shall i talk to? jerry oso duno he going anot.... he got chalet... den no one to talk to oso...... haix...... argh.... headache... so warm.... too much problems for the day liao =( haix...

i hope that i can get well soon! going to JJC open hse wif hiang to dao luan on fri! xD muz get well soon! cannot spread disease to ppl... i dun even noe how i got sick =( most imptly, i muz get well so i can sing on sunday!!! or else i will juz be wasting my money... =( ahhhh drink honey =3 or mebe the drink they made everyone drink in camp =3 wonder how they made it. luv it!

went to watch movie wif yu hui and eugene =3 was supposed to be a FM2 outing.. but.... haix...... dun wan say liao... den chun hui... pang seh us...... ended up in me watching movie wif two idiots xD eugene, duno where cineleisure is, den i told him to walk towards the bank, he say wat bank? =.='' den yu hui =.='' buy the movie tickets, although i noe there wrote exit only, budden, cant she see the counter is empty? den she wait behind the other person who is at the counter nearer to the "entrance" =.= wat is she doing?! two innocent ppl.... -.-'' mi and jiamin agree that they two very pei =.='' not onli becoz of the stupid reasons lahx... got other reasons... xD budden too bad xD YH is attached!

the movie so nice!!! ROB-B-HOOD! so funny!!!!!! 古天乐 is still that shuai and that baby is so cute!!!!! xD the parts where they took care of the baby xD 古天乐 carry out two 1.5litre pepsi frm the fridge, den he looked blur blur, den hurried back to the fridge to carry out the baby xD ahhh he so funny larx den stilll got the part, he act gay xD 古天乐 become the baby's "mum" and jackie chan is the "dad" xD ahhh so cute!!! den still got he kana captured by the bad ppl den hung on to a high high place, xD he go say out stupid poems and cannot get all the words right somemore xD

ahhh i wana watch again!!! but crazy ah... waste money...... haix.......

i really luv going out wif the rebels until late in the night.... and toning wif them.... time reali pass by so fast and so fun wif them.... budden.................... i go home at 11+, 10+, den sure get scolding... i dun get it =( why like this..... other ppl can go out until in the morning come back oso can........ =( no fun.......... y dun leme go out..... even though wat i do at home is juz surfing the net and trying to use my laptop until it overheats but try not to spoil it.... haix.....

thats half the reason why i nv go to work oso.... go to work liao sure late go home one..... den sure kana scolding..... last time i work the moon cake place oso liddat =( i earn my own money u care wat care! =( onli ard 10pm reach home den nag nag nag. #%#%#$%#$%#%%#%#$%$%!!!! bah!!!!

not as if i got scolded today coz i spent the whole day wif my lappy watching Goong.... but thinking back...... really pissed off la! why cant they grow up and see the modern world!! 10+ reach home is a normal time! 9pm call to rush me home oreadi! fan si ren le lah!!!!!! haixxx friends are the nicest thing on earth =) dun wana miss a second wif them...

and the recent mid-autumn fest, =) played wif my sec frenz... annual event hehex.. its like we only played a while budden so fast 10pm le.... =( and as expected, go home get nagging. Even though i was juz playing DOWNSTAIRS. sot one rite my dad! grrrrrrrrrrrrr

well nvm. its either they get used to it or they have to do the worrying themselves. not that i everyday go out and play until that late oso. bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaah

went shopping wif yu hui...... we both late! wahahahahx i late coz i lagging at home... bro cook mi maggi mee den i slowly eat. xD haix mum go work den cant get atm card... have to take money frm bro.... den oso not enuf... have to borrow ard 50 bucks frm yu hui... buy a lot of stuff =( halternecks... =D muz have a new addition in my closet... and muz clear out my closet liao... too much clothes i dun even noe who put there one.... definitely not me... mom likes to put clothes she dun wan in my closet...... HALF of it is not mine =.=''' so bad rite..... haix......

haix... i reserved one reali nice piece.... can be so many types of shirt.... and the pattern so nice oso..... ahhhhhhhh.... why belinda havent count finish my pay!!!! i want my money!!!!!!!! :X cannot be impatient..... haix.......... den stupid yu hui... kp telling me buy la buy la....... den i bot one more slipper............... kao......... so influencing sia......... other ppl dun have this effect on me one lehx................................. but of coz, her yan guang muz be nice oso mahx. hehehex

have to rest early today..... tml going wif eunice's family go play pool... and i CANOT be late....... haixxxxxxxx.... not that i like being late oso xD

poof... went so tired....... stayed up the whole nite last nite watching them play mahjong and a lot of other stuff.... went home at ard 12... zzzz got gastric ah... those siao kias.... play until breakfast oso dun wana eat... and my shoes officially pronounced dead... haix.... was so tired that when i taking bus home..... i kept dozing off... den i drank water and nodded off for a few secs.... coz i drink water is keep water in mouth den slowly swallow... den nearly spilled all the water out of my mouth.... lucky nv ah... or else ppl tot i drool until so er xin :X

no more workin liaox... found out got a lot of siao ppl want outing outing outing..... nvm... played 3 weeks, work 2 weeks, and play 2 weeks more!!! whooopeee!!! lucky i collecting my pay nxt week =D so got money for outing. haix... im gonna miss those guys working wiv me.... deen, alham, belinda, and that guy who looks so alike..................... poof..... them carrying all the stuff and mi watch them or help them balance and look after stuff...... haix...... and selling selling seliing, smiling at all those peeps... being disturbed every 5 mins by deen, alham and alvin... =.=''' that guy... looks so like him... and yet they are two diff people... other peeps all say dun look like, but mebe becoz they nv see real person b4 bah... hard to compare....

miss ya....