steamboat steamboat!!

go play bowling wif eunice and her "family" coz din feel like shopping oreadi humphh! they wanna go marina mall to bowl den steamboat.

marina bay leh!!!! wa sei!!! have to go mrt so far!! so i took 190 to orchard den take mrt to marina bay. heh hehx. den eunice's zhuxian! =.= she 45 mins b4 we are meeting, go and take the train from orchard to marinabay.... den when i reached marina bay, saw eunie's lao ma. den we went to find eunice... den eunice tell us.... her ah ma say come oreadi, go up escalator, but she go up, no one except all those bangalas =.='' den her zhu xian....... go take mrt back to orchard........

den the 3 of us walk in the ulu marina station.... wait for them... and it turned out that her ah ma... alighted at raffle's place... den we waited like 15 mins den the 3 of them came and we went to the mall placey to bowl. they all so fun larx! eunie's lao ma play until like penguin, den eunice and her zhu xian veri li hai.... (zhuxian's cousin is angmoh!! frm canada!!! wahhh!!!!)

i play until the 2nd game, hand pain :X ytd went swimming muscle ache now... den got one round, the stupid ball dun want to come out of my hand and i bowl, den the ball flew very high den went into the gutter =.='' .... den when still left abt 4 rds, i bowl den my nail cracked!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh pain!!! it crack inside inside oso!! got a bit blood!!! ahhh!! den bo bian so painful... so i use my left hand to bowl =( got hit abit but alot go gutter... haix.........

den we went to eat steamboat yummy!! din noe that can put the food on the sides to steam oso :X firz time do bbq steamboat mahhh! wahh den eat a lot a lot... suddenly rained =.= den lucky we nv listen to the auntie sit outside.... then got free icecream oso... den when they go get, eunie's zhu xian ask is the ice cream the orbit that type? so funny lar!!!ice cream oso got orbit =.='' turns out that she meant those old type of ice creams we ate when we were small.. haixhaix eunice's lao ma go find lao pa so left early... den i was stuffin myself wif corn that time.. hehehx so yummy lorx cook the corn in the soup. but eunie prefer bbqing the poor corn >< my corn smells nicer!!!!! hehehx ate abt 4...

den they rushin to find toilet for zhuxian's cousin so i had to eat my ice cream in one hand AND TAKE MY CORN IN THE OTHER!!! den no hand to take my bag so zhu xian took for me :X den we walked to the shelter way, but have to go thru the rain abit, den when we reaching the shelter, zhu xian fell down!!! ahhh!!! so scary!!! she walking in front of me den suddenly pah! fell down!!!! den eunie and her ah ma were walking in front, turned back to see who fell down, or rather me who they expected to fall down =.= eunice said that she tink i busy taking care of my food and cant balance =.= slap her ah! i havent fell down once since sec 2 ok! grrrrrr grrr. wat take food = fall down! but duno why, me and eunice... see her fall down kp laughing............ i duno why i larf la!!! cannot control!!!!! and she fell down so hard oso!!!! ahhhhh!!! its juz like last time when yuyu got kiaped by the mrt door and we laughed and got scolded by an auntie.. that time i wanted to tell her.... u want us to cry izit? everytink ok so muz larf mah! chase away the bad luck~~ lolx!

den her zhu xian hailed a taxi and took us to the mrt station and she went home (her home's at AYE! in the middle of nowhere! but rich ppl live there one) den mi and eunice went down at outram and took 190 home. zzzz den i had to take another buz home zzzz got one stinky fella sit in front of me den the whole bus trip i kana xun-ed argh!! so smelly can!!!! soury soury smell eww! and he alighted two stops b4 me!!! aaaaaaaargh!!! that stench!!! faint liao lah!

den saw amerlyn. she sit same bus oso den her sis (i tink) oso take same bus wif her bf... but they back face me so i duno... den i go into the lift and amerlyn waited for her sis den i saw it was her =.='' but the door close liao =.=''''''

yay! tml going back to play swing!!! swing swing im coming for u!!! tml better dun rain or i'll throw tantrum!

so wat the hell am i doing here blogging when i shld be in the bus going to marina sq? well the answer is plain simple. THAT STUPID GIRL WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET ME, HUANG YU HUI, IS SLEEPING HER MORNING AWAY! stupid yu hui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tell me to call u when i wake up. call call lah. "you have reached the voicemail of.........." GO AND DIE LA TELL ME TO CALL U U NV ON UR HP! now wat time oreadi! TWELVE NOON! AFTERNOON! AND UR STILL SLPING U PIGGY PIG! AND U SLPT THE SAME TIME AS ME LAST NIGHT! 2AM! I CAN WAKE UP AT 9 AM WHY CANT U!!!! THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME SHE'S GONA PANG SEH ME! EVERY TIME PANG SEH ME!!!! WAKE UP SO LATE!!! U GO BE NOCTURNAL ANIMAL SUAN LE LAH!!!

wahahha exams over le so good!! so happy sia~~~

suddenly rmbed that b4 bmgt exam, i was studying at blk 56 wif yu hui. wakaka so funny lah that time. coz got exams held at blk 56 oso, den when abt time to go inside the exam venues, the grp of guys behind us prepared to leave. den i overheard a guy say, "u noe why they drained the water out of the pond? coz they scared got students after exams go and jump inside" stupid sia!!! wakakaka.

ahhh~~~ going shopping~~~ eunice better find some time to go shopping or it'll be belated!! baaaad!!!

i am not happy! argh!! cant seem to get happy at all...... i cant get the courage to talk however i want to ppl i luv... either i talk things i dun ever talk abt, or be so stupid and make a fool outa myself... mebe thats why im so useless... unable to say words deep in my heart to ppl i luv........ haixxxx

even though its the holidays, i can onli be happy for a day.. that exams are over...... holidays... everyone work.... i cant find work.... and no one go out...... JC ppl all studying..... haix...... sianx ah..... i dun wanna stay at home all day and yet i dun have money to go out play.... ARGHHH


wat i want is not advice, not ppl bothering me every single day like i got no life but them, not ppl who bug me abt their lives every single day, not ppl who expect me to be there 24/7, not ppl who tink im so rich as to go out every single day and play, not ppl who wants me to give tons and billions of advice and not take any. but juz a plain listening ear..... izit juz so hard to get wat i expect?

i will be there for u if u juz stop bothering me. the more u expect me to do something, the more u should expect i wont! think u're so impt huh! that u can take up the whole of my life! well hear this! I HAVE MY OWN LIFE TOO! I can choose who to hang out with! i got so many grps of frenz and u want me to go out wif u every single day?! well go and get someone else! if u expected me to be this kind of person, WELL HELL NO! my sec 1-2 frenz, my sec3-4 frenz, my darling camp frenz, my OG frenz, my class, not forgetting my pri sch frenz. well ok, so i dont have enuf time to hang out wif my camp frenz. so how! at least they wont forget abt our frenship like it was some passing shooting star. and my secondary sch frenz treasure the frenship so well.

im not talking abt someone... juz that putting a u as a subject is a good thing to vend on... i juz hope im not searching for someone who can understand me well enuf to not get on my nerves... coz thats impossible........ how is it that there is someone who thinks that we are best of frenz when u so dont understand me! GIVE ME MY FREEDOM BACK!


God forbid me to stop talking abt such stuff... im juz vending my frustrations........

wakaka im talking too much....... of coz i hope for some people to ask me out... but... those who i wanna go out with deep in my heart, nv ask me out... am i so.. insignificant? haix...... well.... not everyone have time in their life for me.... juz as i dont have time for everyone.. i'll juz take it in my stride... but i reali hope for a Titans outing.... to be able to see u again... will be the best....

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! no more hard hard exams~~~~ macro over~~~~ management over~~~~ my life is perfect~~~ like real~~~ still have infa lolx. (and i still miss him!!) but nvm~ infa onli got formats n theory~~~ im going to study tml~~~ muz~~~ cannot let myself down. :3

went to play pool wif jiamin again. going to go broke soon~~~~~ saw one of JM's colleague mmm mmm quite shuai lah hmmmz got a sort of familiarity when i see him. abit like brenden look hmm hmm hmm but mebe got familiarity coz he has small eyes like me! wahahahha!

ahhhh im mad over LeAnn Rimes songs! even though some are quite old old type, but even the old old types oso got nice nice one! ahh~~~ so nice~~~ i luv the song [I Need You]~~

ahhh i miss him!! hope his studying hard for his exams!!! gd luck to him!!!!!!! *prays for him*

i need you like water
like breath, like rain
i need you like mercy
on heaven's gate
there's a freedom in your arms
that carries me through
i need you~~~~

so wat the hell am i doing here so early in the morning..... WELL ITS NOT EARLY MORNING FOR ME! ITS DAMN LATE AT NIGHT!!! STUPID PIGGY FATHER GO AND PUT WAT STUPID WALL FAN ON MY BROS' ROOM! NOW I CANT SLP COZ THERE'S A STUPID FAN SOUND! WAT THE HELL U! Now im having a stupid migraine and cant study to waste time.... sht sia going to go to the lions' den to switch off the fan. ahhh~~ peace at last i hope~~

I SWEAR IM GOING TO MOVE OUT ONCE IM 21! AND NO ONE IS GOING TO MOVE IN WITH ME AND FIX A STUPID WALL FAN ON THE ROOM BESIDE ME AGAIN!

oh dearrrrrr wat am i doing!!! i cant study! ytd whole day slping away?! den today slp half the day away?! den den den?!?!?!?!!? aaaaaaaahhhhhhh im going to fail my bmgt!! oh no i dun wan take bmgt nxt sem again!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ONLI 3 MORE HRS NOW TO STUDY! AND 5 MORE TML?! AH SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!! even if i made up my mind to study...... i cant!!! STUDY WAT?! CANNOT MEMORISE ANYTHING!!

arrrghhh studied so siao siao for ytd's macro in thurs.... den i read out loud the definition of economics in my room... i was seeing the paper n reading str frm it la....... the definition was.. economics is the study of how societies choose to allocate their scarce resources among competiting uses. den i read.... economics is the study of how scarce resources choose to allocate their societies among competiting uses.............. when i read finish can practically feel a gust of cold wind blow by.....

haixxx den at macro exam.... wahhh starting so fun a lot of things to write! den middle is all calculations... den money part i stared at the marks... i could onli write 1 line for a 4 mark answer?! and i noe thats the answer?! or my mind sot tio?!?! den the last qtn worse! singapore economy! wahaha i nv study sg econ... hate it :X den anyhow crapped my way thru....
4 key industries poised to frow this year... i wrote... aerospace tech.... biomed... chemical... engineering........ i tink the lecturer will laugh his guts out when he mark that part....... >< nvm at least he juz have to put one big cross there and 20 marks fly away~~~ aiya sht sia!!!!!!!!!!!!! even if pass oso juz pass!!! sht sht sht!!!!!!!

no time to study for bmgt!!! MORE SHT!!!! aaaaaaaaaaahhhh some one save me!!!!!! onli 1 day left!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG! MY LAPPY THE TOUCHPAD LEFT CLICK GOING TO FALL OUT SOON!!! omg omg!!! can move left and right oreadi !!!! omg!!! going to let my lappy go hospital! let it rest rest rest during my exams!!!

oh dear!! onli got 4 days left until macro exam...... four days n i cant start studying! studied on friday but all gone! like i read den cannot memorise!!! wat the hell happened to me?! did my brain stop functioning after the o levels????????????? how the hell did i manage to memorise all those stuff frm bio, chem, history, social studies??? i dun even rmb how i studied for them!!!!!!!!! omg!!

was juz browsing thru my msg history wif him... den read a very funny part and i started laughing... den all of a sudden, no laughter came out of me.... a sudden sadness overtook me and tears juz started flowing and i couldnt stop them.... took me quite some time b4 i ceased crying.... why....... wat happened.... is it true that it is best to leave memories untouched????? but that memory wasnt sad at all!.... why.......

waha! today going for np's National Day celebration wif yu hui. den wore a white skirt n red shirt XD! den was late coz have to wait for the stupid train for 8 mins n at JE for 5 mins argh!! budden rita and yu hui oso late. and all of us late but reach sch at the same time! lolx

den after macro lecture went to yu hui's tutorial coz nth to do. tot yu hui will be listening to her tutor, but........ she take out a piece of paper n started playing sudoku... :X haiyox.....

den i went wif 1/4 of her class to the convention (her whole class was supposed to go for it but a lot ran off). wahaha so fun leh the celebration!!! got musical to watch.. den one of yu hui's classmate was so high :X got a grp of lecturers dancing ago go den got two main leads, den he was shouting "i want kiss!!" omg lolx!!!

den when we were singing the last song for ending, stand up for singapore, rita was using her clapper. den i sing finish liao turn back wanna take my bag, den saw got one clapper broke into 3 parts thrown on the floor. i was wondering if it was jingya's who was sitting juz in front of me, budden i saw rita's clapper gone... =.='' so violent la she!!! she told us later that she was clapping for the song (she not singaporean ah!) and then suddenly her clapper no sound one, den she look, wahahhaahah omg lolx!!!!! her clapper broke into 3 parts!!!! omg joker sia she!!!!!!!

den got ice cream: Strawberry Ripple!! my FAV!! well.. not exactly my fav.. but its at least better than chocolate..... i will faint if i have to eat one whole chunk of chocolate...... blech... rita was complaining why dun have chocolate ripple!!! den when i ate the icecream, woah! why got durian smell?!!?!?!?

:X den have to go to blk 72 lvl 9 wif them to see their BMGT tutor........ den they tell me eat slower, they go in a while... den i suddenly tot of the icecream why onli got strawberry ripple liaox :X red n white! national day!! omg...... den i eat finish liao want to go in.... den the door locked........ den i was like..... uh... den i try again... reali locked..... #$%#$#%!! den got a grp of year 2s wanted to hand in their project and nearly tore down the door.... until someone came and "unlocked" the door from our side......

waited quite a while for yu hui n rita to come out... den we went to bishan to eat LJS! THAT TUPID YU HUI!!! go n order the 500 ml drink for us!!! den i have to drink that 500 ml of ice lemon tea and eat that that meal! stomach bursting liao la! den somemore when we go to take the bus at the interchg, wa sei! duno which architect build one! the buses in the middle den the waiting line surround it. juz like and island surrounded by the sea! den we have to chase after 53 which was on the other side.... run until got stitch.....

den went to serangoon to see see... mmm i have no impression of going there b4... mebe reali nv gone there b4..... strange huh... i juz felt that i gone there b4.... den rita told us wat buses to take.... den me n yu hui took ard 1/2 an hour to decide take wat bus....... in the end take 853 to yishun wif her den take 171 back to bukit panjang and then finally......... took 4 buses!! omg..... lucky i had a HEAVY dinner juz now liao...

and i saw my dream hp!! wahaha!! not reali very big la... but i was surprised.. a lower secondary boy... using a hp that costs 200++ dollars?! omg... i wana buy oreadi very xin tong liao lor..... haix...

[singing them year after year juz for this day]
happy bday singapore!!

Final Fantasy VIII ~~Eyes on me~~

whenever sang my songs
on this stage on my own
whenever said my words
wishing they would be heard

i saw u smiling at me
was it real or just my fantasy
you'd always be there in the corner
of this tiny little bar

my last nite here for you
same old songs just once more
my last night here with you
maybe yes, maybe no

i kind of liked it your way
how you shyly placed your eyes on me
oh did you ever know
that i had mine on you

darling so there you are
with that look on your face
as if you're never hurt
as if you're never down

shall i be the one for u
who pinches you softly but sure
if frown is shown then
i would know that u are no dreamer

so let me come to u
close as i wanna be
close enough for me
to feel your heart beating fast

and say there as i whisper
how i loved your peaceful eyes on me
oh did you ever know
that i had mine on you

darling so share with me
your love if you have enough
tears if you're holding back
or pain if thats what it is

how can i let you know
i'm more than the dress and the voice
juz reach me out and
you'd know that you are not dreaming

darling so there you are
with that look on your face
as if you're never hurt
as if you're never down

shall i be the one for you
who pinches you softly but sure
if frown is shown then
i'd know that you are no dreamer

argh! today was so crappy!!! slept at 2 am coz couldnt fall aslp..... den stupid stupid stupid ppl in my house! wash dishes so loud!!! talk so loud!!! radio on so loud!!!!!!!!! lack of slp nia!!! argh!! tried to go back to bed but couldnt go back to my dreamworld...

so i juz go to sch to print stuff la... wanted to sign up for the challengers but saw nth at the student plaza.... shocked tio lor! den i smsed max and he said...... now wat time? u tink ppl dun have classes one ah................. how i noe ah.......... ......... den i went to level 5 printing room but so many peeps! den went to lvl 6....... starting that room nobody one...... den slowly one by one alot of ppl come in........ den since i printing piano scores and not sch work, so i let them print lor..... den i went down and saw them setting up the booth frm afar.... n i went to library to do a bit infa... lolx saw archana........ she told me she studying one... den when i was leaving, i saw vanessa studying and archana slping beside her... :X

den went back at ard 2+ still alot of ppl...... haix... suan le......... 200 quota i onli used 40+.... sian ah...... haix..... den i went to sign up for the challengers thingy... no one there... so scary........ mmm! so happy signed up for it!!! but abit sad tt i din see him at the booth.... mebe he not going for the camp le..... haix......

argh! study!!! gotta study!!! cant study!!! damnit!!!

.* i love him *.

so happy today!!!!!!!!!!!!!
was supposed to wear class T to sch.. den after macro tutorial we took lots of fotos :D (duno why cannot upload to blog... hmm...)

haix... den something irratating happened during bmgt lecture and i practically stormed out of the LT when the basic revision ended....

den i went to canteen 4 to cool off abit lahx.. coz the irratator will never go to canteen 4 (good man!) i entered the canteen by the side and saw him!!! i wasnt reali sure if it was him anot lahx coz i was fuming at tt time... budden when i saw him my heart skipped a beat...... ..... ..... lolx den called yu hui to ask her if she wanna eat.. but she eating wif her bf lahx den she told rita that he's in canteen 4 den rita agreed to come canteen 4 =.= she din want to come one lor....... said the food not nice...

den rita kp pestering me to tell her which guy...... den she say later she go tell him i like him ...... omg..... but duno lucky or not, he left while we were still eating :D den rita started singing sayonara =.=''

waaahhh i so happy saw him today saw him today! seeing him made me forget all abt my anger!!! so happy!! happy!!!!

arghargh stomach so pain ahhh.. run to toilet for half an hour +++ so weak liaox..... haix......... hope tml bca test wont get stomachache ah... or i sure retake bca nxt sem liao....

!!! miss him so much.... budden i dont reali noe him much.... so do i even have the right to say i love him... even though love is unrestricted.... or is tiz juz admiring him... but i still miss him >.<

i miss everyone! everyone i met b4... primary sch.... memories onli left ard 10%... secondary... mebe 50% bah........ poly..... i juz wanna rmb the fun parts of poly.... i onli want to have happy memories at poly...... and yet....... nowadays i keep feeling wanting to quarrel wif ppl...... hmmmmm wats wrong wif me........ kept my true char underneath for too long???

strange ah. not like me to ask so many qtns...